Day 4 of 1 year

so this past week,has been ok



but wensday started everything.



I passed my road test and you know whats so funny?



is that it was the same day that i got my dash board and floor mats for the car.that i waited for 3 months.



But funny thing was that,that was the exact day 4 years ago me and her came together.



Yea,I was like what?was god sending me a sign?was that day meant for me to be happy?

yea i know she was kinda like my first girlfriend but our relationship was pretty shitty and didnt macth at all?



Right when I passed,I was thinking of her and how this whole mystery is.praying and asking god why did this happen?what is the meaning of it?was i suppose to forgive her for what happened between us and just drop it?Honestly,the next day i did.And i felt so good about it.Even though i cried my heart out for her 3 years ago and all,damn how our events help us realize shizz and all.


Love,is a gift given so never take advantage of it.

10/29/05

-Yadig,