Man,She a Dreamer

So,I dunno what to do.

haha

Comin back ro reality from a retreat,has been on the most difficult challenges that i am going through.
Me a person that wants to be there for you 24/7 its just like bleh,but ill always be here for anyone and everyone. but,

me,stressin so much school,fam,her.

yea,her

she's be just stuck,in my head for days now and the fact that i just wanna give up.
Its so AHH,how she's so perfect, and for all you people that judge me and how i act around in front of people like saying "oh yea she hot" "body be something""Girl be breaking necks"
honestly i am not like that.I just do it for laughs

This girl caught my eye,but her mentality did.

Shes just so(ul) beautiful.

they way she speaks,the way she expresses herself.

her smile.

i just cant get over the fact i am the one letting her slip away,just like i did all them other back in the day. The fact that i am scared of rejection after That relationship with "That Chick" that i thought we would go far. But didnt turn out right,poured my heart and now to scared.

I am i being selfish?
Do i deserve someone like her?
Does looks really matter?

these are the things I ask myself,everyday

Honestly,i am just happy God Introduced me to her and our friendship is there and not faded.


Me feeding my habits over you with,Kicks and shizz.
Feel me?



always trying to get my mind off of you...